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''... inside my mind.''
Less power, no belief, dyin' like a candlelight in the dawn. The looking glass laughs on me, she's laughin' on my wrinkles, on my agony. You're worthless, she says. She's right, I am in this mood.
The mornings are especially hard. Wake up from sweet dreams. My dreams are really realistic, so beautiful in a pervert way, because they shows the desires of my heart, which I don't want to accept anymore. I hear his voice in the morning.
Calling by my name, I never could answer to him. Listening to his song, cryin' in the bed, waitin' for something. I can't tell, for what kind of sign, but I'm still waitin'. The mask is dark. The dress is white, my eyes turn from green to red. I wanna answer, but there's no voice in my throat. Don't know, where can I find him. And I have no ideas, when will my voice of my heart reach him. Don't save me from myself. Don't tell me what to do. Don't punish my soul, I'll do it alone. Just take my hand. Listen to me. I wanna sing with you.
Hurt me, dance with me,
mechanici want to kiss every aching wound you have,
bandage your heart every time it bleeds,
and patch up your mind over and over
because not a single tear deserves to fall
from your brandy-drenched eyes
but this dripping heart of mine can only feel
and the healing honey words it flames get caught
in the back of my throat and on the roof of my mouth
so i only have these passionate guttural cries
to tell you that i care all too much
and in order to fix you up again,
i would need to tear myself to tatters
and trade all of my working parts
for your leftover, fading pieces
but i just haven’t figured out how.
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